Hidup Memang Ibarat Roda

Tepat jam 00:00 tadi, aku cek result final exam sem lepas. Alhamdulillah, that's all i can say..

To be frank, aku jangkakan yang result aku akan drop. Last sem was the worst sem ever in my life as a UNIMAS student. Banyak sangat benda berlaku, dan aku selalu berfikir nak tangguh pengajian. The only reason why i didn't do so was my parent. Sebab fikirkan mak ayah, aku tepis niat nak tangguh pengajian sem lepas. Setiap hari aku fikir nak tangguh, sebab aku fikir lepas berehat 1 sem, aku boleh kembali sebagai orang yang baru dan mulakan perjalanan yang baru..aku fikir, mgkin ms tu bebudak kelas dah lupa tentang aku, so it'll be peaceful..

Last sem was very stressful. Tapi semua orang busy, so i didn't have anyone to talk to. Aku xkan bother kwn2ku unless dh xdpt nak elak. I tried to talk to them about everything, tapi xda peluang. Everyone had their own matters to think of and to be settled. Therefore, from the beginning till the end of the sem, i endured everything myself. But, i'm grateful with my friends, coz they help me with other things. 

Sepanjang sem lepas, roda kehidupanku berhenti berputar, dan aku berada di bawah. But, just now, it move again, i'm glad. 

When u have no one to rely on, it doesn't mean that u'll need to give up. u still have urself to rely on...

and Allah to be believed. 

If we always believe in Allah, we can always remember that things happen with reason.

p/s

minna, do your best! me too, will keep doing my best for the best of my life..