14 February 2013

Quiz 1: My true element??

:-|What is your true element|-:

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered, powerful, and passionate. Being fire you are quite strong and powerful be it mentally, physically or both. People look up to you greatly and often seek your protection. You have the ability to gain many friends and you are always one people can count on to do what you say you will do. You are extremely loyal, be it to friends or family you'll stick up for them and you are never willing to put them in a position that could hurt them. You know what roll you play in life, leader, and you intend to let people know it. Not everyone is capable of leadership but you certainly have the willpower and flare to do it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself, one that can often lead you into trouble. Once your mind is made up there is no changing it but no one said that was a bad thing.

I'm not that strong. I'm just trying my best to be positive all the time, though there were times when i lose to myself, my principle. People say that i'm strong coz i'm able to keep going on in something i don't like. In fact, i always try to find someone to blame when i can't do or get what i want. That's a weak person i am. I'm tired of people's high expectation. But still, i try to show good manner in daily life, but not at home. At home, i'm the worst. Haha. Showing good manner...i think of it as an obligation as a muslim. To my family, i myself don't understand why i feel dissatisfy with them. Always try to blame them for every unhappiness i encounter in life. What a bad daughter i am.... I hate being a leader, it's bothersome. But if i have no choice, i'll take it on...as a responsibility. Though most of the time, i'm not being sincere. Talking about being a leader, once, i became a project manager for Mondialogo School Contest organized by UNESCO, and i ended up doing almost everything myself, from communicating with our partner's project manager from Mexico to doing the project. It was good that there's Aaron Ko to help me. I hardly asking for help, that's why. However, I became a temporary french native speaker, so it's not that bad. Ce n'était pas si mal que ça. C'était une excellente expérience. Yeah, i have quite a temper, but most of the time i didn't show it to others. Just have it all myself. Being all mad, kicking and punching whatever in front of me, door, chair, table, wall, etc. Usually, the trouble i get is an injury or bruises on my fist and leg.True, once my mind is made up, there is no changing...even though i want to change, i just can't...hoho..

Whatever...taking this quiz get me to make a review of myself...and look for the hole to fill, the space for change, and every ways towards positive living...